responsible

life without a goal to achieve as a student in the university is something wasting of life...  for me, life at the university is challenging  and need sacrifice.. now i be a JPK at Perhentian College... always busy with meeting, discussions and various of event such as Fesco, Sukaneka , Bacaan Yassin and etc.. everything is changes after i get this responsibility..my time table is change 100%...my hobby is shopping and go to the beach with my friends but now my hobby cannot fill as usual.. i normally sleep at 12 midnight but after i get this responsibility i cannot sleep at that time... i sleep at 1am and wake up at 4 am.. for study because only that time i was free and can study... i am  afraid my responsibilities will affect my GPA so i need to study very harder.. for the first week of doing this routine, i feel so stress and tension.. for me,first week it was very challenging.. i cry all the days.. just to release my tension..everyone cannot help me except myself...  everything is so heavy..after that, i realized that  God  know what the best for me and our life not to be stress but life to enjoy...the most things that help me to be more cheerful is God will not alleged me if i am not able to do it..so that means, i can handle this situation with   a smile..  ;-)